hmm.

Before this, I am so eager to have a car. Now, I don't think I like driving at all! Part of the reasons, those Malaysian, specifically, those Kay-L people are so ego on the road. They simply thought that those road belongs to their ancestors. Second, I think they are trying to show off their driving skills on the road. Third, I called them -- road bully. It is just so so dangerous to drive in kl. How I wish to have my bf to drive me around. hmm.

You are not worth to wait

No matter how hard you flirt, I don't care anymore.

It's such a glutealgia to wait for you.

Somehow I just think that you are just finding someone to flirt. That's it.

Guess what, I give up on you.

Go and find someone else to flirt, not me please.

I don't like you anymore.

Overspent! Haha~

I am a conservative gal u noe!

It is NOT a wonderful experience of medical checkup for me today. ish ish. Ya, early in the morning I went for a medical checkup at Horeb Sdn Bhd (Chong Dispensary- the panel doctor of my future working company) prior to pre-employment. All I know for a medical checkup will include urine test, blood test and chest X-ray. LOL. I was too naive, no, should be lack of knowlegde in defining what is a medical checkup. Yes, normal tests like urine test and chest X-ray are necessary but never a single thought that I have to strip my clothes and body check by the doctor! What the shyaaaattttttt!!! Never I let a stranger to touch my...ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!! One of my friend told me that, I will be more girlish once touch by other people. WHATTTTTTT???!?

When I was asked to strip off, I was stunned! Why must I strip off? At first I thought they are going to do mammogram or what-so-ever scanning to check for any deformities of my boobs. But hey, the nurse asked me to take off my pants too! Really WT*!!!! I just don't like it. I don't like showing off my flesh or being naked and touch all over my body by a stranger, although is a DOCTOR!!!!

Yenggg daooo!!! =DD

Look at how he has transformed~ From a boyish baby look to....

Manly look!!!!! ~ awwwwww~~~

Has been obsessed to him eversince I've watch Mischiveous Kiss. Naiisssss~~ :)

A journey to a place where I used to be very familiar with

Tomorrow going back to uni for a so-called visit. haha. Mix feeling.

First and foremost, I need to settle those letters stuffs and IPSR first then have a good walk around the uni. :)

I am sure the feeling of going back to the uni this time will be entirely a different feeling. Going back with 0% burden, without seeing my classmates anymore *although meeting a few of them*, without having a uni student feeling anymore, feeling like a stranger although going back to a place where I used to be very familiar with.

I'll see how my journey going to be without Kuen, where we used to kepoh and chat from the start of the journey to the end. How sad. Hope it will be a good one.

Till then, good nite world.

I need to think positive and find inner peace in order to admend my proposal.

Amithaba~ ~.~

Now, what is gantt chart?!!!!!!!!!?!!?!?!?

Really shyaattt till max this time!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Doomed

WTH!!!!! Sorry, for using this word. I really feel like....ahhh. I know these are the consequences of choosing you as my supervisor. You will never ever make things easy! Damn. I thought my master's research will be similar to my undergrad's fyp project. It's seems that I am just too too too too too too too too NAIVE! 2 genes, 7 SNPS are insufficient to satisfy you huh!!! Ok, 1 project is insufficient to satisfy you huh!?!! Wait, let me do the calculation first. 2 gene, 7 SNPs multiply 2, SHyaatttttttttttttttt!!!! Luckily the other project is not dealing with PCR and RFLP! If not I will jump from the building! I cannot blame anyone as I make this decision myself! Yes, CPM, wake up and face the reality and ready to stay in the lab for 6 days per week and 8am-11pm at nite ya. God bless me!

p/s: Please let me finish it in 1 year. *pray hard*

My Little Pony

Got my car already. I called it "The Little Pony"~

Got a key chain from Sarawak just for my car key. Pic coming soon. *Have been very busy with proposal*

At last I am done with my proposal. I can't believe I took a week to finish it! Phewww. Worst, nope, I should say it is much more tougher compared to FYP's proposal during my undergrads. It's all because master's proposal need to be evaluated by 6 high authorities in my uni, which consists of IPSR, Supervisor/FRDPC, FBO, PSC, Senate and DACE. It seems to be kind of scary for me so I really need to perform well in my writing in order to enter Master studies in UTAR. Enrol to postgrad studies is absolutely different from undergrads. For undergrads, what you need is just a certain grade that fulfill the requirement of the uni. That's it. For master, is not like you want to enter means you can enter. Fulfill uni's requirement + proposal pass, then you can become a master student in this uni. Hope my proposal will be accepted by those big bosses in UTAR. *pray hard*

Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!!

Rejected another company today. It's all because of you. If not I can start working on Monday already! Eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Ishhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ><

UTAR management never fails to give their students headache before enroll into their uni!

Aaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!! Ish ishhhhhhhhh~!!!

My Next Chapter

Boss replied, and I said YES!

Oh, welcome to postgrad studies. Hello, Master!

Journals delivered and I'm suppose to start reading and writing oredy? Shyaaat.

Just do what I do best

I am so happy today because of one letter from a dearest friend. What a big surprise she gave me. Awww~

At the same time, I feel so nervous for tomorrow's interview. I guess I applied for a wrong company? LOL!!! My communication skills is so darn teruk and yet I applied for this job. I think I have out of my mind! XD

Don't care. Just do what I do best. What I want to gain is just EXPERIENCE. Get or not, just go and enjoy myself. A 3 hours interview, see what I can gain from there. Hope can see lengchai. If not, it will be such a boring 3 hours interview session! Break a leg, CPM!! Kambateh~~!!!!!!!

I feel the love

I feel so touch receiving your letter today.

Indeed, you are really a true friend.

*huggsssss*

Reactivate

Haha~ After abandoned my bloggie for almost 2 months, I'm here to reactivate it again. lol!

Guess why? It's because I think that FB expose my personal life too much already. Now I understand what Kuen means. Or maybe it's because that person that I really dislike for 4 years keep on intruding into my personal life, giving comments or her own thoughts and judging me on my post. No wonder no one likes you in our whole course! Really feel like deleting you from my friends' list right after convocation! XD

Have been going for interviews recently, and tomorrow will be the second one. Finding for temporary job before enrolling into masters in end of August. My little tiny boss still haven't reply me yet and I just got to know from Ester that the lastest to know about the grant is on 16th June. Ahh, I think I should be patient and wait for him. What I need to do now is just try my best, gain as much experience as I can in working world, plan how to write my proposal for masters and learn how to be pretty externally. Haha! I have been learning about makeup recently, since in Sarawak, from Yein. She really taught me quite a lot although she is still learning it by herself. Haha! Good, this shows that we have turn into adults. My mum used to nag me about going out without makeup and I think she will be happy if she knows that I am finally interested in makeup. Hahahaha!! Wish me best of luck! :)

Caoz people! Good day~

Just feel like closing down this site soon. Yea, soon. Don't ask me why. Maybe the feel of blogging just disappear.

Say it is always easy, do it is always hard.

Why, you tell me why...why you want to make my life so difficult.

Supposingly, I am very free and need no more of staying late nite and wake up early to do my work.

And it's all because of you again. Yes, it benefits me but somehow, think about the workload that I am going to do, that's insane!

Tell me how am I going to shorten 140 ++ pages of thesis into a few pages of paper. You, yes you. Tell me how. It's always easy to say, hard to do.

And why on earth you make me touch that software again! I thought last week was my last. Now, you make me touch that thing again!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Again!!!!!!!!!!!!!

You won't understand because you are not me. But let me tell you, it is absolutely not easy at all. It will make you go crazy.

I am doomed that I need to face the computer for more than 18 hours again! Damnnnnnnnnnnn!!!!!!!!!!

To a really good fren of mine

You are calm.

You are quiet.

You are cool.

But one thing for sure, you are indeed a very good friend.

Not long, only 3 years, but I do appreciate our friendship.

I am very glad to know you and have you as my friend.

You are absolutely a very good friend. A very very good one.

I see you, I see no jealousy, no conflict, no negative.

You are one of my uni friend that I really respect a lot.

If you are reading this, I wish to tell you that I am blessed to have a friend like you and hope our friendship will last as long as I live. I will sure pay a visit to your state or place and ask u out for a tea, "Aura"! Haha!!

Luv,

Pui Mun

When adrenaline boost up in my body!

I tell you what, die die also I will finish it today! No matter what happens and how pain is my thumb! I am so afraid that you are going to ask me to cut my stuff again..but remember, you are the one who ask me to add! God is you and hantu also is you! Tell me what you want, WHAT YOU WANTTTTTTTTT!!!!!