hmm.

Before this, I am so eager to have a car. Now, I don't think I like driving at all! Part of the reasons, those Malaysian, specifically, those Kay-L people are so ego on the road. They simply thought that those road belongs to their ancestors. Second, I think they are trying to show off their driving skills on the road. Third, I called them -- road bully. It is just so so dangerous to drive in kl. How I wish to have my bf to drive me around. hmm.

You are not worth to wait

No matter how hard you flirt, I don't care anymore.

It's such a glutealgia to wait for you.

Somehow I just think that you are just finding someone to flirt. That's it.

Guess what, I give up on you.

Go and find someone else to flirt, not me please.

I don't like you anymore.

Overspent! Haha~

I am a conservative gal u noe!

It is NOT a wonderful experience of medical checkup for me today. ish ish. Ya, early in the morning I went for a medical checkup at Horeb Sdn Bhd (Chong Dispensary- the panel doctor of my future working company) prior to pre-employment. All I know for a medical checkup will include urine test, blood test and chest X-ray. LOL. I was too naive, no, should be lack of knowlegde in defining what is a medical checkup. Yes, normal tests like urine test and chest X-ray are necessary but never a single thought that I have to strip my clothes and body check by the doctor! What the shyaaaattttttt!!! Never I let a stranger to touch my...ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!! One of my friend told me that, I will be more girlish once touch by other people. WHATTTTTTT???!?

When I was asked to strip off, I was stunned! Why must I strip off? At first I thought they are going to do mammogram or what-so-ever scanning to check for any deformities of my boobs. But hey, the nurse asked me to take off my pants too! Really WT*!!!! I just don't like it. I don't like showing off my flesh or being naked and touch all over my body by a stranger, although is a DOCTOR!!!!

Yenggg daooo!!! =DD

Look at how he has transformed~ From a boyish baby look to....

Manly look!!!!! ~ awwwwww~~~

Has been obsessed to him eversince I've watch Mischiveous Kiss. Naiisssss~~ :)

A journey to a place where I used to be very familiar with

Tomorrow going back to uni for a so-called visit. haha. Mix feeling.

First and foremost, I need to settle those letters stuffs and IPSR first then have a good walk around the uni. :)

I am sure the feeling of going back to the uni this time will be entirely a different feeling. Going back with 0% burden, without seeing my classmates anymore *although meeting a few of them*, without having a uni student feeling anymore, feeling like a stranger although going back to a place where I used to be very familiar with.

I'll see how my journey going to be without Kuen, where we used to kepoh and chat from the start of the journey to the end. How sad. Hope it will be a good one.

Till then, good nite world.

I need to think positive and find inner peace in order to admend my proposal.

Amithaba~ ~.~

Now, what is gantt chart?!!!!!!!!!?!!?!?!?

Really shyaattt till max this time!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Doomed

WTH!!!!! Sorry, for using this word. I really feel like....ahhh. I know these are the consequences of choosing you as my supervisor. You will never ever make things easy! Damn. I thought my master's research will be similar to my undergrad's fyp project. It's seems that I am just too too too too too too too too NAIVE! 2 genes, 7 SNPS are insufficient to satisfy you huh!!! Ok, 1 project is insufficient to satisfy you huh!?!! Wait, let me do the calculation first. 2 gene, 7 SNPs multiply 2, SHyaatttttttttttttttt!!!! Luckily the other project is not dealing with PCR and RFLP! If not I will jump from the building! I cannot blame anyone as I make this decision myself! Yes, CPM, wake up and face the reality and ready to stay in the lab for 6 days per week and 8am-11pm at nite ya. God bless me!

p/s: Please let me finish it in 1 year. *pray hard*

My Little Pony

Got my car already. I called it "The Little Pony"~

Got a key chain from Sarawak just for my car key. Pic coming soon. *Have been very busy with proposal*

At last I am done with my proposal. I can't believe I took a week to finish it! Phewww. Worst, nope, I should say it is much more tougher compared to FYP's proposal during my undergrads. It's all because master's proposal need to be evaluated by 6 high authorities in my uni, which consists of IPSR, Supervisor/FRDPC, FBO, PSC, Senate and DACE. It seems to be kind of scary for me so I really need to perform well in my writing in order to enter Master studies in UTAR. Enrol to postgrad studies is absolutely different from undergrads. For undergrads, what you need is just a certain grade that fulfill the requirement of the uni. That's it. For master, is not like you want to enter means you can enter. Fulfill uni's requirement + proposal pass, then you can become a master student in this uni. Hope my proposal will be accepted by those big bosses in UTAR. *pray hard*

Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!!

Rejected another company today. It's all because of you. If not I can start working on Monday already! Eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Ishhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ><

UTAR management never fails to give their students headache before enroll into their uni!

Aaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!! Ish ishhhhhhhhh~!!!

My Next Chapter

Boss replied, and I said YES!

Oh, welcome to postgrad studies. Hello, Master!

Journals delivered and I'm suppose to start reading and writing oredy? Shyaaat.

Just do what I do best

I am so happy today because of one letter from a dearest friend. What a big surprise she gave me. Awww~

At the same time, I feel so nervous for tomorrow's interview. I guess I applied for a wrong company? LOL!!! My communication skills is so darn teruk and yet I applied for this job. I think I have out of my mind! XD

Don't care. Just do what I do best. What I want to gain is just EXPERIENCE. Get or not, just go and enjoy myself. A 3 hours interview, see what I can gain from there. Hope can see lengchai. If not, it will be such a boring 3 hours interview session! Break a leg, CPM!! Kambateh~~!!!!!!!

I feel the love

I feel so touch receiving your letter today.

Indeed, you are really a true friend.

*huggsssss*

Reactivate

Haha~ After abandoned my bloggie for almost 2 months, I'm here to reactivate it again. lol!

Guess why? It's because I think that FB expose my personal life too much already. Now I understand what Kuen means. Or maybe it's because that person that I really dislike for 4 years keep on intruding into my personal life, giving comments or her own thoughts and judging me on my post. No wonder no one likes you in our whole course! Really feel like deleting you from my friends' list right after convocation! XD

Have been going for interviews recently, and tomorrow will be the second one. Finding for temporary job before enrolling into masters in end of August. My little tiny boss still haven't reply me yet and I just got to know from Ester that the lastest to know about the grant is on 16th June. Ahh, I think I should be patient and wait for him. What I need to do now is just try my best, gain as much experience as I can in working world, plan how to write my proposal for masters and learn how to be pretty externally. Haha! I have been learning about makeup recently, since in Sarawak, from Yein. She really taught me quite a lot although she is still learning it by herself. Haha! Good, this shows that we have turn into adults. My mum used to nag me about going out without makeup and I think she will be happy if she knows that I am finally interested in makeup. Hahahaha!! Wish me best of luck! :)

Caoz people! Good day~

Just feel like closing down this site soon. Yea, soon. Don't ask me why. Maybe the feel of blogging just disappear.

Say it is always easy, do it is always hard.

Why, you tell me why...why you want to make my life so difficult.

Supposingly, I am very free and need no more of staying late nite and wake up early to do my work.

And it's all because of you again. Yes, it benefits me but somehow, think about the workload that I am going to do, that's insane!

Tell me how am I going to shorten 140 ++ pages of thesis into a few pages of paper. You, yes you. Tell me how. It's always easy to say, hard to do.

And why on earth you make me touch that software again! I thought last week was my last. Now, you make me touch that thing again!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Again!!!!!!!!!!!!!

You won't understand because you are not me. But let me tell you, it is absolutely not easy at all. It will make you go crazy.

I am doomed that I need to face the computer for more than 18 hours again! Damnnnnnnnnnnn!!!!!!!!!!

To a really good fren of mine

You are calm.

You are quiet.

You are cool.

But one thing for sure, you are indeed a very good friend.

Not long, only 3 years, but I do appreciate our friendship.

I am very glad to know you and have you as my friend.

You are absolutely a very good friend. A very very good one.

I see you, I see no jealousy, no conflict, no negative.

You are one of my uni friend that I really respect a lot.

If you are reading this, I wish to tell you that I am blessed to have a friend like you and hope our friendship will last as long as I live. I will sure pay a visit to your state or place and ask u out for a tea, "Aura"! Haha!!

Luv,

Pui Mun

When adrenaline boost up in my body!

I tell you what, die die also I will finish it today! No matter what happens and how pain is my thumb! I am so afraid that you are going to ask me to cut my stuff again..but remember, you are the one who ask me to add! God is you and hantu also is you! Tell me what you want, WHAT YOU WANTTTTTTTTT!!!!!

Happie!!

This is the third time you are treating me so good.
I am glad that I have chosen your title for my final year project, although sometimes you are quite a glutealgia. Hahaha!!
I guess I know what kind of person you are now. =D ~

I just hate wasting my time in lab reports!
I just don't want to attend the replacement class which will waste half of my day!!!
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!! Bencinya~!!!!!!!!!!!
Teramat BENCI!!!!!!!!!

Volcano almost erupted?

It was a 50:50 decision. Part of me feel like joining and part of me don't.
If I have the TIME, no doubt, I will not reject at all.
It is because of TIME. TIME just doesn't wait for me.
I have plenty of things to handle and finish up, and please remember, there is only one CPM in this world. *although I wish to have a clone of me!*
If you do remember, I am a person who can't make a decision on certain things. Yes, I have this decision-making-problem disease. :(

So, today, I suppose to let my dear emperor know whether I can make it for Intervarsity Biochemistry and Molecular Biology (IBM) or not. From yesterday, I have told him that I cannot cope with so many things at once since I am presenting in Malaysian Symposium for Biomedical Science already. You just wouldn't believe that, he will find me during my practical just to get the so-called answer from me. I was trying to reject by telling him that there is no place for oral presentation anymore since all the places are fully occupied. Guess what? He showed faces and was a bit scary and strict while he talked to me earlier this afternoon. The worst thing, my coursemates just saw and heard what he said. Memalukan sahaja!! Damn!!!!! Basically, asking me to think about it and let him know the next day just mean NOTHING! There is only one answer and it is the only answer that he wants to hear :YES. Die die no matter how also must say YES, or else, the volcano will just erupt at any time.

Worst of all

I am very VERY sure that I don't fully and truly understand medical genomics is all because of YOU!
It is always a disaster whenever you teach us!
I just don't understand how on earth you get promoted to a higher position in such a short period of time while receiving lotsa complains from us!
Sorry to say, you sucks!!

Thank god my boss is going to take over this subject. And if he knows that we didn't actually learn anything throughout these 7 weeks, he is going to be piss-off and torture us during his lectures!! Arggghhh!!! At least better than learning nothing from YOU! Yes, YOU!!

Weird

Today is a bit weird.

I can't believe that I can still do the bridge for cheerleading after 8 years.
I don't dare to post those pics that I have taken today. Oh god.
Can you believe that your supervisor will ask you to teach his postgrad??!? I was shocked.

Today is absolutely WEIRD.

Dots.

Please don't tell me that!
I don't accept it ok.
You didn't do anything to confirm also.
Do you know how much it hurts me?!
It really hurts a lot. A lot!
Please remember, I am still a gal. What do you expect me to do when you said that?!
I can't do anything because I am a GIRL.
I will choose to delete, forget or what-so-ever it is.

An answer.

It's Valentine's Day tomorrow.
Girls from all over the world are passionately waiting for this special day.
Girls in relationship, no doubt, of course they will be surprises from their loves one.
Girls who are still single, of course they are waiting for miracle to happen. Haha!
Me. What am I waiting for, for this Valentine's?
I am waiting for an answer. An answer which I can confirm everything which I have been doubt of.
I have told myself, no answer, I am going to choose to forget. I am serious because I am not a flirting doll fyi.

Here, I would like to wish everyone in this world,

For the first time, I don't even care about my homework.
Basically, I don't bother at all and I don't feel guilty though I simply do.
Haha. This is crazy man. Crazy!

Feels so sleepy for the whole day!
The whether is just too nice for me to sleep~
Damnnnnnnn!!!!

My sixth sense was right!

I predicted that he might ask me to stay after tutorial but he didnt.


Normal student like me, hehe, of course will be excited to go home in a fast speed because it is already late evening!


When I went back, Yein told me that he was finding for me after class.


Oh god. I am going to be so so so dead on Monday!

Bless me~ Amithaba

San Yat Fai Lok!

Happy Birthday to all the Human Beings in this world~!

Cheers!!!

Huat ar!!!!! ~ lol

If I have the chance to yell from my room's window, I would really do so!
I know that I wouldn't do so because I am afraid that other people thinks that I am crazy.
So, please allow me to release it here.
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!

Gong Xi Fa Cai!!!

Happy Chinese New Year!

Wishes you a prosperous rabbit year, hopping with success and blessed with rabbit luck!

Gong Xi Fa Cai~!

You make me smile all day, and it is the second time I feel that you treated me so good.
I'll do my best so I won't let you down. I promise. :)

Missing this, Missing that.
Missing. Missing. Missing.
Add and add and add.
Exceed baru tau ya!!
Don't ask me to do thrice. Lempang kang!!!

LOL!! Later attend pharmacology class.
So weird. Class is in the evening.
Luckily I am in a good mood. Haha!! :P:P

Hello! Hello!

Back to the small little town again. As usual, Kampar is colder compared to Kay-L. The breeze makes me shiver from morning till now. Has been cleaning my room, the living room and never miss, the toilet, since morning and now my back hurts! Arghhh!!

Tomorrow's class starts at 8am and I have to get up very early to prepare for school. First class, boss's class. Oh my. Believe me, I don't even want to see his face. Haha. Me know why. I think I am going to see his face for at least 3 times tomorrow. Oh..why?!! Virology class, practical, fyp...mamma mia!!!

I am suppose to go to the grocery shop nearby and buy some stuff. Yet, I am so lazy to get my butt off my chair and walk to the shop. Arrgggh. A month holiday really turns me into a lazy person. Motivate me please. Motivate me...!!

Bye bye Kay-L again~

I can't believe that my one month holiday is going to end tomorrow and for your information, it is my very last semester break in my uni life. How sad. Going to leave Kay-L tomorrow and back to the small little town. Not very excited actually because I am going to face tests-reports-assignments days again very soon! Oh my. The most I hate for tomorrow is-the cleaning process! Mamma mia~!

Hypeeeeeeeeeeeee~~

Very high at this hour.
Doing what? Of course my 'beloved' thesis.
Mummy is going to scold me for staying this late again.
But this is my hyper hour! Muahehehehehehe~

You! Yes, you!!! Arghh!

Why are you always like that?!
Tell me why?!!?
Like to change according to your own preference!
I still have many many things to do and haven't even settle one, you asked to amend again!
Walauuuuuu ehhhhhhh!!!
I hate to see your e-mail now!! Oh, I just hate it!!!
*screaming*

I just feel like throwing those books and papers to release my stress and anger!! ahhhhhhhhhhh!!!

When I think of Gucci, you give me Prada.
Haha! Got what I mean? LOL. =)

11111

Haha!!
I just realised something.
Today is 11 January 2011, which is 11111!
Quintet one!! It only will happen twice right?
Haha! Me being so random. It's special though. :)

You tell me now. When are you coming back??
Always go for vacation. No. Always SUDDENLY go for vacation.
Banyak duit and banyak free!
Teruk!!!

Oh...I have no idea. No idea at all!!!
Bah! =(

What do you think?

Hello people! From the title, guess what I am going to blog? ...hmm...no idea?

I am going to blog about something which every girl needs it, dream of it, die of it and so and so,and which is -- LOVE. Don't be surprise though this is the first time I blog about something so sentimental and a bit sensitive huh. Hehe. =)

This came up to my mind when two of my friends told me that they were engaged or married recently. I was flabbergasted and greatly astonished by the news I received from both of them. Yea, of course I am happy for them but for your information, but they are at the same age as me! O.O

Thus, this makes me think that I should take some time and reflect on myself, thinking why on earth am I still single at this age?! Haha. Don't laugh. I am single but not available only kay. Got what I mean? Hehehehe.

There are plenty of questions bordering me these few days.

Why do I need a love?

Why do I need a guy?

Do I need a guy to survive?

Why I need a guy to COUNT on?

Why can't I just survive by myself while gaining love from friends and family?

Why I feel scare when a guy woos me?

Why I try my best to escape when a guy ask me to be his girl?

Yea...so many questions huh? And finally I got my answer. I live on this earth and the god give me a precious life is not to live alone in this planet. Yes, you will have the LOVE from family when you are still young. How about when your parents get older and leave you one day? Yes, you have those lovely friends who cares about you and treats you like sister. But hey, will they be with you everyday or for life? Face the fact. Yes, the fact. Who is going to share the LOVE with you after seeing everyone leaving you one by one in the future? Yes. Your future husband. I am talking in girl's point of view here ya. haha. Sorry guys. So, in order to share your LOVE and continue spreading your LOVE to another person, and that will be your husband. How to get a husband? Yea..don't laugh please. I know I am being a bit sentimental and weird here. Hehe. Continue...yea, you will get a husband when you have a boyfriend now. But the problem here is, when do you think that you need a boyfriend and where are you going to find one? I remembered vividly in my mind that my high school's BM teacher used to tell us that we need to find one during college time. Hmm..I think she is absolutely right! =) But please don't misunderstood here. Girls don't find boys. Why? God knows. :P

So, what do think about LOVE? Do you need one too? Yes, you do!

p/s: I am not being desperate here. This is just for sharing purpose. :)

New outfit!

Aloha people!

The Banana Stories has 'changed' again to welcome 2011'.

xoxo,

Pui Mun.

Sigh.

Just feel so frustrated whenever I open MS Word and continue with my thesis.
Just feel so scare whenever I see your e-mail.
Just feel so annoying whenever you reject my thesis.

Arggggggghhh!!! I just feel like screaming whenever I start brain-storming and typing thousand of words in my thesis!! Mama mia!!~

p/s: Burried me together gather with my thesis please. Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!

Frustrated.

Why you always make our life so difficult?!? Huh?!
You should have told us earlier you know!!!
Hey, come on. It might be very easy for you to handle that software but not us kay!
We are still newbiessssssss!!!!!

p/s: Your cute face always betray others! I'm frustrated. Hmmph!

I am so going to exceed the limited number of pages!
Oh please don't ask me to cut it short anymore!! No way to cut, kay!! N.O, NO!!!! :S

p/s: I am moulding together gather with my thesis. Mama mia~