Beyond my expectation!

Sigh. And relieve. But I still can feel the fear.

Today, I had the interview sessions with those appointed lecturers. It's actually for my OHR assignment. We need to gain the informations from the lecturers about how an interview session was conducted on them. One of the lecturer that I'd interview today was scary. She is actually my Clinical Biochemistry lecturer. I suppose, won't feel any weird feeling since she taught me for more than a year but today, argghh..I feel scared. My friends were not scare or feel any insecure during the interview session but I was so so so so so scared. This is because I am the one who asked her questions, thus, when she answered, she look straight into my eyes! I tried to look back straight into her eyes but I just can't accept the way she looked at me today. I was wondering, three of my friends were there, why don't she just turn a second or even half a second to look at the others rather than me! I know that her eyes are pretty but the way she look at people is like looking through your soul, deep inside, in depth, etc. Once upon a time when I was still in Setapak, I was also scared of her because she always asked questions during lecture. Later, I am immune to the way she teach us. Now, my fear is back and not because of the way she teach, I am afraid of her eyes. I never felt this way before and it is totally beyond my expectations because I was never afraid in looking at people's eyes! But I still likes her because she teaches us perfectly and I know she is nice. I will try to look into her eyes again tomorrow since her class is tomorrow, to see whether I am still afraid of her. Wish me luck!

I have gain a new experience again! Oh My.....