Wednesday, June 24, 2009

The rain awakes me to face the reality!

Yesterday it rained very heavily during the half of my journey back to the hostel. Thus, I am all wet again. But, it was a good rain. The rain poured at me just like the shower in the bathroom and it awakes me about something. I need to face the reality! Why am I saying that? Of course there is something happens and I am totally awake from my dreamland!

My friend told me about what this person has told her friends about me, but I swear that I never said it before. She told her friends that I overheard and like somesort of trying to hear what she talks on the phone with her boyfriend. I was shocked! Come on, I AM NOT SO FREE TO WALK TO YOUR ROOM WHICH IS FEW METERS AWAY FROM MINE TO HEAR WHAT YOU SAY ON THE PHONE!! For people who knows me well, you all know that I am always, I said ALWAYS a busy person! I am not that DESPERATE to hear what you want to say on the phone to your boyfriend! And logically, how will I know when you will call or when your boyfriend will call you?!? Moreover, your voice is so damn loud when you talks on the phone or even when you are studying! Think la! You thought you are what huh?!?!! Who wants to hear what you say to your boyfriend!?! YOU ARE TOTALLY CRAZY!! YOU ARE OUT OF YOUR MIND!

Besides that, she told her friend and act how pathetic she was when she needs to see a doctor for only an eyesore! Yes, I know that I did not accompany you to see the doctor because I was having a popquiz on the day after and i only get to know it at night the day before! I did asked you whether you need me to accompany you, but you said no. I even lent you all my money and left just a few ringgit for me to survive for another day before getting the money from the ATM machine which only opens on Monday till Saturday in UTAR. If you have hard feelings toward me because of this, I should ask you this question: The day where I met the worst bicycle accident, did you accompany me to the shop to fix the bicycle while my leg was bleeding? I need to face this problem and solve it myself. And I remember, it was in the evening and the day was getting darker and darker. So, I told you about this prob. You just gave me a medicine and that's it!

I am not trying to compare or what...I am just fed up with all this. I will never trust you anymore as you even talks about my other friends infront of me! Hey, I am their friend too! Do you know that I am close to them also?!!? You are the one who gave me this good reason. I am not going to close the door silently and feel any guilty anymore when I need to go for dinner. This is cool! I am freed! Thanks to you!!!

2 comments:

. said...

wow!!! didn't know u hurt yourself so badly when u fall from your bike....hm...worse condtion than her lol!!! how dare she still complained that you didn't accompany her..yikes!!

chocolatemuffin said...

She is just that kind of human that does not thinks about others but only herself! Acts as if she cares, but internally no! So, this type of species shouldn't be forgiven!!