Sunday, May 31, 2009

The New Begin!!!

Back to Kampar! This time I don't feel very sad compared to last semester when I look at my family waving Bye bye to me. My mum hugged and kissed me, then I just said byebye and bravely walked back in to my room. Maybe because I really learn and already grab the meaning of being independent (Nahh, actually not really). Ahh...last week, while I was mumbling about the school reopens and travelling back to Kampar thingy, my mum told me that I am already 20 and need to learn how to live outside and interact with other homosapiens. Yes, I did interact and live outside last semester, about 200km away from home... but I wasn't really good in handling those feelings away from my family and it is totally not easy! I still remember vividly in my brain that I was always 5-6 minutes late for English class because there was nobody like my dearest mum will nag me to prepare myself for school. Thank god the lecturer was not really that punctual also! Kakaka!! However, this will not happen anymore this semester!! Never!! I will never ever be late for class anymore, never not to learn to relax myself, never ever keep everything to myself(Eh, I think I do tell my friends if I have hard feelings toward them), never ever forever never!!
Lastly, I already learn my big lesson during the Math assignment 1 and I will try my best to give and take! Forgive me if i did not "give" last time. I'll change and please don't expect that can take everything from me la, give me some also! Fair and square!! Ok, wait for this big change...I'll be me, myself and the positive me! I trust myself and I've truly found back myself!
Sarangeyo!!!

3 comments:

Vern Mein said...

im mein. Its good that u find back yourself. Good luck.. tata

Vern Mein said...

Suddenly only realize that you also put listen to the music in me... haha , I did not intend to copy u. I just think of the high school musical

chocolatemuffin said...

Hey, Vern Mein! It's you! At last you blog! :D